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+title: Rekindling my love for programming and enjoying the act of creating
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+date: 2023-05-16T12:00:00+02:00
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+Programming can be a challenging and rewarding experience, but sometimes it's
+easy to feel burnt out or disinterested. I have lost the passion for coding over
+the past couple of months and it looked like I will never enjoy the coding as
+much as I did.
+
+I was feeling burnt out with programming. I thought taking a break from it and
+focusing on other activities that I enjoy might be helpful. This way, I could
+come back to programming with a fresh perspective and renewed energy.  I also
+thought about learning a new programming language or technology to keep things
+interesting and challenging.
+
+However, what I didn't realize was that learning a new language or technology
+wasn't going to solve the underlying issue. I needed to take a step back and
+re-evaluate why I had lost my passion for programming in the first place.  This
+involved taking a deep look into what I was doing that resulted in this rut.
+
+Sometimes, it's easy to get caught up in the hype of new technologies or
+languages, and we can feel like we're missing out if we're not constantly
+learning and experimenting. However, it's important to remember that the latest
+and greatest isn't always the best fit for our projects or our
+interests. Instead of constantly chasing the next big thing, it can be helpful
+to focus on what truly interests us and what we're passionate about. This can
+help us stay motivated and engaged with our work, rather than feeling like we're
+just going through the motions.
+
+I expressed that I had lost my passion for coding over the past couple of
+months, and I realized that the reason behind it was my tendency to spread
+myself too thin and not focus on completing interesting projects. In order to
+regain my passion for coding, I need to focus on projects that truly interest me
+and give me a sense of purpose and motivation.
+
+Recently, I have been playing World of Warcraft more frequently and have become
+interested in developing addons for the game.
+
+This quickly resulted in me creating three addons that improve the quality of
+life, and I subsequently developed a more useful add-on that encapsulates all
+the others I made.
+
+I found it interesting that this action sparked a new interest in me.
+Additionally, I discovered the Lua language, which reminded me that coding
+should be fun rather than just a struggle with a language. It should be pure,
+unadulterated fun.
+
+I wasn't fighting the syntax, nor was I focused on finding the most optimal
+solution. I simply created things without the pressure of making them the best
+they could possibly be.
+
+This made me realize that I actually adore simple languages that get out of the
+way and let you express what you want to do. It forced me to rethink a lot about
+what I use and what I actually enjoy.
+
+I have decided to stick to the basics. For a scripting language, I will use
+Lua. For networking, I will use Golang. And for any special needs, I will rely
+on C. I do not require Rust, Nim, or Zig. This selection is more than sufficient
+for my needs. I have to stay true to this simplicity. There is something to the
+Occam's Razor.
+
+I've been struggling with a lack of creativity lately, but now I'm experiencing
+a real change. I realized I needed to take a step back and stop actively trying
+to address the issue. I needed to stop worrying and overthinking it. I simply
+needed some time. Looking back, I don't think I've taken any significant time
+off in the last 10 years.
+
+Suddenly, I find myself with the energy and passion to complete multiple small
+projects. It doesn't feel like a chore at all. Who knew I needed WoW to
+kickstart everything. Inspiration really does come from the strangest places.