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2title: My journey from being an internet über consumer to being a full hominum again 2title: My journey from being an internet über consumer to being a full hominum again
3url: from-internet-consumer-to-full-hominum-again.html 3url: from-internet-consumer-to-full-hominum-again.html
4date: 2021-07-30 4date: 2021-07-30T12:00:00+02:00
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7 7
8It's been almost a year since I started purging all my online accounts and going down this rabbit hole of being almost independent of the current internet machine. Even though I initially thought that I will have problems adapting, I was pleasantly surprised that the transition went so smoothly. Even better, it brought many benefits to my life. Such as increased focus, less stress about trivial things, etc. 8It's been almost a year since I started purging all my online accounts and
9going down this rabbit hole of being almost independent of the current internet
10machine. Even though I initially thought that I will have problems adapting,
11I was pleasantly surprised that the transition went so smoothly. Even better,
12it brought many benefits to my life. Such as increased focus, less stress
13about trivial things, etc.
9 14
10It all started with me doing small changes like unsubscribing from emails that I have either subscribed to by accepting terms and conditions. Or even some more malicious emails that I was getting because I was on a shared mailing list. And the later ones I hate the most of all. How the hell do they keep sharing my email and sending me unsolicited emails and get away with it? I have a suspicion that these marketing people share an Excel file between them and keep resubscribing me when they import lists into Mailchimp or similar software. 15It all started with me doing small changes like unsubscribing from emails that
16I have either subscribed to by accepting terms and conditions. Or even some
17more malicious emails that I was getting because I was on a shared mailing
18list. And the later ones I hate the most of all. How the hell do they keep
19sharing my email and sending me unsolicited emails and get away with it? I
20have a suspicion that these marketing people share an Excel file between them
21and keep resubscribing me when they import lists into Mailchimp or similar
22software.
11 23
12It's fascinating to see how much crap you get subscribed to when you are not paying attention. It got so bad that my primary Gmail address is a full of junk and need constant monitoring and cleaning up. And because I want to have Inbox Zero, this presents an additional problem for me. 24It's fascinating to see how much crap you get subscribed to when you are not
25paying attention. It got so bad that my primary Gmail address is a full of junk
26and need constant monitoring and cleaning up. And because I want to have Inbox
27Zero, this presents an additional problem for me.
13 28
14The stress that email presented for me didn't occur to me for a long time. I was noticing that I was unable to go through one single hour without hysterically refreshing email. And if somebody wrote me something, I needed to see it right then, even though I didn't immediately reply to it. I can only describe this with FOMO (fear of missing out). I have no other explanation than that. It was crippling, and I was constantly context switching, which I will address further down this post in more details. 29The stress that email presented for me didn't occur to me for a long time. I
30was noticing that I was unable to go through one single hour without
31hysterically refreshing email. And if somebody wrote me something, I needed
32to see it right then, even though I didn't immediately reply to it. I can
33only describe this with FOMO (fear of missing out). I have no other explanation
34than that. It was crippling, and I was constantly context switching, which I
35will address further down this post in more details.
15 36
16This was one of the reasons why I spawned up my personal email server, and I am using it now as my primary and person email. I still have Gmail as my “junk” email that I use for throw away stuff. I log in to Gmail once a week and check if there are any important emails that I got, but apart from that, it's sitting dormant and collecting dust. 37This was one of the reasons why I spawned up my personal email server, and I
38am using it now as my primary and person email. I still have Gmail as my “junk”
39email that I use for throw away stuff. I log in to Gmail once a week and check
40if there are any important emails that I got, but apart from that, it's
41sitting dormant and collecting dust.
17 42
18The more I was watching the world loose it's self with allowing anti freedom things to happen to it, the more I started to realize that something has to change. I don't have the power to change the world. And I also don't have a grandiose opinion of myself to even think to try it. But what I can do is to not subscribe to this consumer way of thinking. I will not be complicit in this. My moral and ethical stances won't allow it. So, this brings us to the second part of my journey. 43The more I was watching the world loose it's self with allowing anti freedom
44things to happen to it, the more I started to realize that something has to
45change. I don't have the power to change the world. And I also don't have a
46grandiose opinion of myself to even think to try it. But what I can do is to
47not subscribe to this consumer way of thinking. I will not be complicit in
48this. My moral and ethical stances won't allow it. So, this brings us to the
49second part of my journey.
19 50
20I was using all these 3rd party services because I was either lazy or OK with the drawbacks of them. I watched these services and companies became more and more evil. It is evil if you sell your user's data in this manner. Nobody reads privacy policies and everybody is OK with accepting them, and they pray on that flaw in human nature. I really hate the hypocrisy they manage to muster. These companies prey on our laziness, and we are at fault here. Nobody else. And I truly understand the reasons why we rather accept and move on, and not object and have our lives a little more difficult. They have perfected this through years of small changes that make us a little more dependent on them. You could not convince a person to give away all his rights and data in one day. This was gradual and slow. And it caught us all in surprise. When I really stopped and thought about it, I felt repulsed. By really stopping and thinking about it, I really mean stopping and thinking about it. Thoroughly and in depth. 51I was using all these 3rd party services because I was either lazy or OK with
52the drawbacks of them. I watched these services and companies became more and
53more evil. It is evil if you sell your user's data in this manner. Nobody reads
54privacy policies and everybody is OK with accepting them, and they pray on that
55flaw in human nature. I really hate the hypocrisy they manage to muster. These
56companies prey on our laziness, and we are at fault here. Nobody else. And I
57truly understand the reasons why we rather accept and move on, and not object
58and have our lives a little more difficult. They have perfected this through
59years of small changes that make us a little more dependent on them. You could
60not convince a person to give away all his rights and data in one day. This was
61gradual and slow. And it caught us all in surprise. When I really stopped and
62thought about it, I felt repulsed. By really stopping and thinking about it,
63I really mean stopping and thinking about it. Thoroughly and in depth.
21 64
22Each step I took depleted my character a bit more. Like I was trading myself bit by bit without understanding what it all meant. What it meant to be a full person, not divided by all this bought attention they want from me. They don't just get your data, but they also take your attention away from you. They scatter your and go with the divide and conquer tactic from there. And a person divided is a person not fully there. Not at the moment. Not alive fully. 65Each step I took depleted my character a bit more. Like I was trading myself
66bit by bit without understanding what it all meant. What it meant to be a full
67person, not divided by all this bought attention they want from me. They don't
68just get your data, but they also take your attention away from you. They
69scatter your and go with the divide and conquer tactic from there. And a person
70divided is a person not fully there. Not at the moment. Not alive fully.
23 71
24I was unable to form long thoughts. Well, I thought I was. But now that I see what being a full person is again, I can see that I was not at my 100% back then. 72I was unable to form long thoughts. Well, I thought I was. But now that I see
73what being a full person is again, I can see that I was not at my 100% back
74then.
25 75
26A revolt was inevitable. There was no other way of continuing my story without it. Without taking back my attention, my thoughts, my time, and my privacy, regardless of how too late it maybe is. 76A revolt was inevitable. There was no other way of continuing my story without
77it. Without taking back my attention, my thoughts, my time, and my privacy,
78regardless of how too late it maybe is.
27 79
28This has nothing to do with conspiracy theories. Even less with changing the world. All I wanted was to get my life back in order and not waste the energy that could be spent in other, better places. 80This has nothing to do with conspiracy theories. Even less with changing the
81world. All I wanted was to get my life back in order and not waste the energy
82that could be spent in other, better places.
29 83
30I started reading more. I can focus now fully on things I work on. Furthermore, I have the mental acuity that I never had before. My mind feels sharp. I don't get angry so much. I can cherish the finer things in life now without the need to interpret them intellectually. Not only that, but I have a feeling of belonging again. Sense of purpose has returned with a vengeance. And I can now help people without depleting myself. 84I started reading more. I can focus now fully on things I work on. Furthermore,
85I have the mental acuity that I never had before. My mind feels sharp. I don't
86get angry so much. I can cherish the finer things in life now without the need
87to interpret them intellectually. Not only that, but I have a feeling of
88belonging again. Sense of purpose has returned with a vengeance. And I can
89now help people without depleting myself.
31 90
32The last step so far was to finish closing all the remaining online accounts that I still had. And when I was thinking what value they bring me, I wasn't surprised that the answer was none. I wasn't logging in them and using them. I stopped being afraid of FOMO. If somebody wants to get in contact me, they will find a way. I am one search away. 91The last step so far was to finish closing all the remaining online accounts
92that I still had. And when I was thinking what value they bring me, I wasn't
93surprised that the answer was none. I wasn't logging in them and using them.
94I stopped being afraid of FOMO. If somebody wants to get in contact me, they
95will find a way. I am one search away.
96
97We are not beholden to anybody. Our lives are our own. So dare yourself to
98delete Facebook, LinkedIn. To unsubscribe. Dare yourself to take your time
99and attention back. Use that time and energy to go for a walk without thinking
100about work. Read a book instead of reading comment on social media that you
101will forget in an hour. Enrich your life instead of wasting it. It only
102requires a small step. And you will feel the benefits immediately. Lose the
103weight of the world that is crushing you without your consent.
33 104
34We are not beholden to anybody. Our lives are our own. So dare yourself to delete Facebook, LinkedIn. To unsubscribe. Dare yourself to take your time and attention back. Use that time and energy to go for a walk without thinking about work. Read a book instead of reading comment on social media that you will forget in an hour. Enrich your life instead of wasting it. It only requires a small step. And you will feel the benefits immediately. Lose the weight of the world that is crushing you without your consent.